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I know in my heart this is going to be a long journey

Today is 11dpo and i tested and got a STARK white BFN. AHHH!!! I knew it in my heart that it would be negative, but yesterday afternoon I took a dreaded Blue dye test and it looked like it might just be there....but NO it was an EVAP! Anyway, I was really really hoping that it would be easy for us but I know it won't be. I see posts about girls that try for 1 month and they get pregnant right away. Here I am CD 32 and I don't even know if I ovulated....yeah I had a +OPK but I had them last time and I wasn't producing a mature egg. I had no EWCM and I try to check my cervix but that's not a definite sign. I know in my heart of hearts that this will be a long journey for us again and I'm crushed. I know it's all worth whatever gets thrown our way. I will also NEVER go on the pill again. I was on it for less than 1 year this time and I know that it's the reason for my problems. Hoping AF starts soon and that I don't have long cycles again as in 38+ days. Here's to waiting around for AF.

~Lacey~ DH-30, Me-27 DS-Jackson born 7/6/14-12 days early due to gestational hypertension.

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