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Life ain't always beautiful

Miscarriage mentioned. I haven written anything in a very long time. I conceived and had my daughter in February 2015. So now I have my son and her. My husband and I would like 3 children and so October 15 I had a positive test and we were just so happy. Then on November 30th when I should have been 10 weeks, the baby was only measuring 9 and had no heartbeat. This is so hard. The only thing getting me through this are my son and daughter. I don't know where to go from here. I have had no cramping or bleeding and I would be 11 weeks today. I tried to call my OB and schedule a d & c. They doctor was in surgery and was on callback. They had given me time to think about how I want to handle this and I think that may be best for me. I am just sad and scared. Those are the only emotions I have been feeling for a week straight. I just don't have many people who I can talk to. People are afraid to talk to someone after something like this happens. The hardest thing is life still has to go on.

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