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Thanks for starting the new tread lisser. And I'm glad that you understand how I feel...I was worried y'all would think I'm a complete B. its not fair how life does us sometimes :(

Where has everyone been today?

Oh I meant to tell y'all I went to our hometown Chritmas parade earlier with my SILs. I had a pretty good time. Sometimes I feel like those girls are the closest thing to being a mother as I will ever get...

*hugs*. You'll be a mommy. Whether its naturally, through treatments or you decide to adopt, I know you'll make it happen. We all will.

Shea - I do understand where you are coming from also. :-(

I am so distraught over the situation with my cousins still. I can tell you I haven't dropped to my knees like that and cried and prayed since news of my first miscarriage. They deserve so much better. They deserve parents that WANT to parent not abuse and neglect. It pisses me off and makes me sad for them. My Uncle is guilty until proven innocent in my eyes. I am going to believe my cousin, even if others do not.

Good Morning Ladies:

Sorry I've been MIA - I've been obsessing about my chart and O'ing - hahahaha!

Shea - I'm right there with you. It's not fair. We're all beautiful, successful ladies stuck going through BS. This is ridiculous!

Jessh - I'm so sorry. I work with children and families everyday that are going through the same. It makes you sick to your stomach and question people on a daily basis.

Good Morning Ladies:

Sorry I've been MIA - I've been obsessing about my chart and O'ing - hahahaha!

Shea - I'm right there with you. It's not fair. We're all beautiful, successful ladies stuck going through BS. This is ridiculous!

Jessh - I'm so sorry. I work with children and families everyday that are going through the same. It makes you sick to your stomach and question people on a daily basis.

*hugs* Jess. I don't even know what to say.

It's still in my system...

For comparison, here is Monday's:

My husband and I have decided if cousin doesn't go to jail for his recent offence (he bought a dirt bike from a person that was stolen, then did the same dumb*ss thing a month later, then there were break ins where someone spit in the car police are dead set on M so we'll see if it was him...) we will allow him to live with us, under the realization that things have to change with his behavior. The only downfall is we are not home from 930pm-130am so he would be alone most nights at that time. BUT when M lived with my mom it was like he was a whole nother person. It comes from respecting the adult yyou live with I think....

Shea - I hope you have a better day today!
Faith - it does make me question the character and morale people have (or lack there of)....sickening! Do you think you have Od yet?
Ash, Victoria, Nat, Marg, how are you all doing/feeling lately? (Sorry if I forgot any pregnant ladies!)
Jess - thinking of you and hoping all is well!
Liss- is there any way that the hcg won't fade all the way out and get darker instead? How many dpo does it stay in your system usually. Because on my phone they don't look like they are getting much lighter.

JessH - Ok so you asked a loaded question LOL!

I got my +OPK Friday night at 11p which carried into Saturday morning. Saturday night at around 11p (24 hours later) I had horrific cramps/stabbing in the abdomen. I think that's when I O'd (a day earlier than normal). The next day and yesterday I had no cm. But CP was high and firm. Today I have chunky (TMI - sorry) creamy cm and a spike in temp. CP is still high and but now soft.The physical symptoms totally match O on Saturday but the BBT doesn't at all until today. UGH! I hate not having control.

Either way I have BD everyday since Friday. So we'll see what happens. I don't usually BD when I see the creamy cm. I'm pretty sure it's a done deal. I have to be honest though - not really diggin' this clomid stuff. I was expecting something magical to happen - like some sort of sign and a pretty BBT chart and low and behole it was the opposite.

How is everyone else doing today?

It is supposed to take about 10 days to completely test out of my system. I wouldn't expect my body to make any naturally until at least 7 or 8 dpo.

I did a little cutting and pasting, and put yesterdays and today's one on top of the other. They look like they are at least the same intensity. I think today's may be slightly darker even, but that could just be the test.

I'll keep going. I've got lots of tests, lol!